LiveLikeYouWereDying

Its just so close to moving day. Im like so excited to get away from home and be on my own. But there is seriously nothing harder for me than leaving my best friend. My sister tori. She means the world to me. I can’t even explain it. I would do anything for her. Shes seriously always there for me and I love her so much. I can’t imagine not seeing her every day. We talk so much, spend so much time together. Its just gonna be so hard for me. And now that it’s so close to move in, it’s really hit me. Basically tori is my best friend and I literally don’t know what I would do without her.

I havent been on tumblr in a long ass time. i actually kinda forgot about it. I kept up with it for awhile, but than i guess i had other stuff to do. The last time i wrote anything was February 16. Wow, long long long time ago. So alot has happened in my life! I got into A&M which was probably the biggest accomplishment in my life. I was SO happy i even cried. i was so worried i wouldnt get in, and had no idea where i would have gone. But Thank God, i got in! Also, i got ungrounded from my horrible incident, and finally got to start hanging out with my friends in March, and Then SPRING BREAK came, which was so fun! That was one of my favorite Spring Break trips, and my friend Haley came along with me which made it even funner. So then after that, April just flew by and then came may. GRADUATION. High School coming to an end. I never thought i was gonna get out of there. Like seriously though… Graduation for me was bittersweet. I was glad to finally be done with high school, but it was weird to leave all my friends. Of Course, i was so happy it was finally SUMMER. My summer has consisted of hanging out with 3 of my best friends a majority of the time. Camby, Cat aka Gerd, and Alexis. We spend every day together that we possibly can and have the best times ever. Then we spend alot of time with our friends Aaron, Toddles, Travis, David and Cub. Basically when we hang out, its always us with a couple randos (random people). But anyways, this summer has been a summer i will definitely not forget. I have taken a couple vacations down to Port A with the fam. One being a cousin reunion where i met so many of my cousins for the first time in my entire life. Strange, i know. Considering i am 18 years old. We also went on a Scandinavian Cruise which was probably my favorite cruise i have ever been on. It was honestly probably because i thought i was a hot shot because we were able to drink being 18. And all the other cruises you have to be 21. So i felt cool of course being 18. But we actully met some really awesome people that we became pretty close with considering there was only about 25 people ages 18-28. A majority of the boat was old people. basically a moving nursing home. But besides the point, i had an AMZING time on the boat. i wish it could have been longer. We saw some really cool things in all the different countries and went on bike tours, to museums, palaces and cool places like that. Another eventful moment this summer was that i lost my phone at a frat party, and catherine jumped into the lake with hers. basically, that sucked for both of us. So many injuries from the walk to the dock, but great nights! Oh, and i officially got my first real boyfriend i would say, so that is totes cool. so we will see what happens with that! i dont want the summer to end because i dont want to leave my friends. But i am beyond ready to get out the house from all this commotion. So that will be nice! im 80% excited and 20% nervous. But i know i will love love love it. The hardest thing for me to leave behind for college, is my sister Tori. She is seriously my best friend and we spend so much time together. I don’t know how i am gonna do it without her. We tell each other so much, and will spend nights staying up late, talking and just bonding. She really means everything to me, so that will DEFINITELY be my biggest struggle going off to college.

All in alll, i am ready for a new start and alot has happened! LONG post i know!